Just generally annoyed at the phrase 'hard work does not always lead to success, but success does not come without hard work'. I know it's true, but seriously fuck how true it is.
The reason is when I'm in my exam period, endlessly cramming in bits of information, I expect to be able to use them in the test. Not saying anything specific but Geography is a load of bollocks. All these useless numbers I revised, things that gave me hope so I thought would boost my marks considerably, didn't come up.
It was a similar situation with other mates. We were so confident, so sure that everything we had done, all that work, will come of use. Instead we came out of that exam room shocked, stunned and phased. All of us now relying on the good will of the examiner and praying boundaries stay low.
It really is the only thing we hope for now, because it puts us into the position of getting good grades. But it feels as if we are living on our knees, and that ain't surviving. Fuck the system, fuck life in general. It's true what they say 'If you do the right thing at the wrong time, it causes pain.'
Seriously disappointed at the moment, but fuck this, life has GOT to move on. Time to focus on a future and dwell less on the past.
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